ranking the members of snsd

I've been watching SNSD videos all day. It's pretty bad. It took me awhile but I think I can finally tell each individual apart. Lol. Sometimes they're just a blur of legs. Also they're asian and so automatically look alike right? I couldn't sleep so I decided to make a ranking of them solely based on an arbitrary ranking system in my head, which mostly means how much in love with them I am. Don't get it twisted, I love all of them lol. Anyway this is was a lot harder than I thought it would be. but only for the top half. The bottom 4 were easy to pick. They were:

9. Seo Hyun - Somebody had to be last. But she is the least attractive
8. Soo Young - Funniest in the group.
7. Sunny - I think she's the most adorable.
6. Tiffany - Would rank higher but I'm just kinda hatin on her.


With the exception of #1, this is where I had the biggest trouble differentiating who I liked the most.

5. Yuri - It's absolutely insane that she's my 5th favorite.
4. Yoona - What a cutie. I can't get enough of her.
3. Hyo Yeon - I'm surprised how much she's grown on me. I think it's because her resemblence to another favorite of mine, song hye gyo. Or it's her dancing.
2. Jessica - Second in everything. Looks, singing, humor. So sad. she would be number one if not for..

1. TAEYEON. Of course. It could only be her.

emo thought of the night

"I think nighttime is dark so you can imagine your fears with less distraction" - Calvin, from "Calvin and Hobbes"

While there's definitely some truth in that, as there always is in Calvin and Hobbes, I think nighttime is perfect for letting all sorts of thoughts and emotions enter your head with less distraction, not just fears. I have a theory it's the darkness osmoting into your brain. Even though I'm fairly certain 'osmoting' isn't a word. But it is an undeniable fact the later the night gets the more emo-like I become. And no, I don't mean more like my mom's sister.....wait for it...anyway regardless if you got that joke or not, here is my emo thought of the night:

I feel like I've been living my life stranded at an airport. All sorts of people coming and going, some I care about, most I don't. In any case, the people are excited, ready to take off to destinations that I can only dream of going to. Because I can't go. I don't have a ticket. All I can do is watch and wave goodbye as they fly off into the sky, getting smaller and smaller until they eventually vanish. And the worst of it is when the realization hits you. They are not coming back.